Monday funs.

Last monday, me and my friends went to sunway lagoon to have some fun and  catch up with the old times. We were approximately late i guess, but who cares? It was the fun that counted right? Haha. Met up with the gang at the usual meeting spot, starbucks, where i got myself a cuppa. Deng, i felt never better than b4.=). 2 lovebirds cant seem to take their hands of each other, heck, u should have seen them...gives me the gees-gees everytime i see them...haha...no offense k? im hust listing out my opinions eh? Finally, jon came along with somebody which we dont know...hmm...do i need to describe him? he's obviously taller than me, wears specs, and kinda ehem, forgive me when i say this,he's kinda that"plump"in a way, not the type of guy that would cross my mind of dating...haha..claims that jon had been drilling him in the gym in the wee hours of the morning...lawl....which i highly doubt=S...waited for a couple more minutes b4 we grab our bags and headed for the entrance.

I lways scream in agony when the damn rain started pouring...lil by lil..its like someone or something in the highest power were trying to stop us from having the time of our lifes i guess...plus the entrace queue was long...i mean WAY LONG...tour buses were dropping off passengers, the rain stared getting heavier, my temper begin to rise and before you knew it, i was cursing like ther;s no tomorrow! controlled mmy temper a lil bit and went back to my gang to tell them about all the discounts crap, price...yatta yatta yatta...the mment finally came when we finally bought our tickets and went in....we first headed to the locker to keep our stuff nd change into proper attire. Somebody claims that why the hell am i wearing so "panas" today? gave him an odd look(p.s, i know him) and urm...started looking myself up and down..hmm...i looked normal...at least i wasnt naked.=S.....ran down to the beach together and got our bodies wet by standing the umbrella fountain thingi..hehe....that was tons of fun but i wonder if it was clean or not..

The cups became our main attraction when we first got in. its been a long time since i've ridden cups i thought we could give it a shot...what harm can cups do to us eh? its just a buch of round shaped object that turns round and round and round...please note. do not judge a book by its cover!! seriously!! we were separated into two groups. I WILL NEVER RIDE CUPS IN MY LIFE AGAIN!! it was mikes idea to go fast so we thought it would be ok...who knows it went really fast and we came out walking like zombies, with arms out-stretched...."urgh".....i feel woozy...the stupidest thing was we got onto the tomahawk as soon as we got of the cups ride...that was hell indeed for me...was praying so hard when it was spinning i felt as if my heart was in my thraot, ready to be puked out anytime!! It was that bad...got off the ride and i was feeling the worse..wait, i am the worst. Looks up and nat said my face was fucking pale!!....she started teaching me a few ways on how to get rid of the neasuos feeling..*groan*...tried putting head in between my knees and finally got better. =)...later my stomach was growing like hell and decided to look for a nearby shop to cure the hunger...haha...too bad all the food stuf were too expensive and we needed to make another big round to the longest-lined cafe...ordered a plate of fried rice that costs me around 9 bloody bucks!! Bullshit right?! haha..but something totally unexpected and  funny and shocking and..i dont know how to say it!! nat and esther were :temaning"me in the line whe they suddenly cabuted off. Got panic and ran after them  they were holding a drink in hand with a dozen straws placed in it. askd them how they got the drink before e and you know what? they did not pay and didi some self-serving service withoutpaying!! got a shock of my life when two of the most innocent people of the group actually had the guts to do such shit!! To nat and esther, i would like to dedicate this too you, you guys are officially my idols!!=)..the rest of the day went on as normal...did some eye candy, tried drowning poor nat in the pool..haha..(sorry nat, couldnt help it) went to take a bath in the private toilet with so many other chics crammed in there..went to take a eat dinner in pizza hut after agonizing minutes of decisions, decisions... later bidded goodbye to jon and his friend as we parted our own ways...dropped by in j.co donuts to get a half-dozen donuts myself. I must say that their donuts are da' bomb! SEriously!! Micheal said i looked euphorical whe i first sunk my teeth into the donut...omg...u should experience the sinful cream tricling down your throat, each chocolate cream sinking into your nervous impulses and ent o parts of your brain which instantly jolted me up from my tiredness. Thanks to j.co, i could finally find another solution to my addiction to caffaine, especially the heaven-sent starbucks. Just mentioning its name sends chill down down m bone, not in a bad way..haha=)...loitered for awhike before finally saying goodbye to esther and pat and drove home.

P.S I Love You

When I think back on these times

All the dreams we left behind

I'll e glad cause I was blessed

To get you have you in my life

When I look back on these days

I'll look and see your face

You were right there for me

Im m dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky

Inmy heart there will always be a place for you

For all my life I'll keep a part of you with you

And everywhere I am, there you'll be

Well you showed me how to feel

Feel the sky was in my reach

And i will always remember all the strength you gave to me

Your love made me make it through

Ph, I owe so much for you

You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always se you soar above the sky

In my heart there will always be a place for you

For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me

And everywhere I am, there you''ll be

Cause I always saw you in my light, my strength

And I want to thank you now

For all the ways you were right there for me

You were right there for me

For always

Faith Hil

There You'll Be

Pearl Harbour Soundtrack

This song is dedicated to all of m friends who were there for me when i was down, no matter how fucked up my day was, there you'll be.=0

Life as it seems..

Yesterday was a birth of a handsome bastard 16 years ago. His name? I'd rather not say it. But for some my friends. bet you would know who's he. He was the guy who left me alone to pick p pieces of my heart 2 years ago. tho its been so long, but the slightest memory of him just bring tears to my eyes. Those words had such great impact i wish i could just jump off a building somewhere. Too bad there werent any buildings at that time. Lucky him, i neennt haunt him at the death of night. Oh, poor restless soul of mine. LOL!! People who actually cared for me tod me a hundred times to forget about him but i just cant. I tried my best to go out to hi yesterday to wish him a very happy birthday but as soon i saw him, i tod myself to forget about it. "What the fuck? i had my birthday bash last year he dint bother to come up to me at least wish a simple wish?!" Whew. That felt extremely good, at least i got something out of me. How evil of me i guess, to treat him this way. Well, i guess i owe him a birthday wish. Happy fucking birthday,asshole!=)

Unwritten

This may sound a lil' weird for me to write a blog of mine, but since looking at how other people express their feelings through writin i finally decided to write down my own feelings or heart problem before i blow. This year hadnt been a good year for me, except for a few normal up and downs. Problems just seem to follow me around, sometimes i wonder if some damn person actually put a damn curse on me to sniff around my ass.I dun need those kind of treatment anymore cause i strongly belive that i dun need to go through  them anymore. Hmmm....anyway this will be my very first blog so lets start with a much happier tone.